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Always it keeps striking me…what if I had become an engineer instead of a doctor??? There was a time I was almost sure about going for engineering in Computer Science…had always fancied carrying a folder on my shoulder and a drawing board in hand… But I swapped back to Medical…though given a chance still, I would love taking it as a course too…after MBBS ofcourse… Imagining how it would be to attend an engineering college…I have almost all my best buddies doing it…even my cousins…not a single doctor in my family…have been hearing a lot from them about their institution and life…I just put myself sometimes into their shoes and let me wander in their campus… We have these lectures to attend the whole day…at stretch sometimes…haven’t heard of an engineer doing so till date…perhaps that would be a relief…a heavenly feel…getting up late and just going for the practical classes…aha…awesome feeling…and after the practical sitting somewhere in the campus and chit-chatting rest of the time…

A Student who faired out in exams…his mates say “Kismet buland hai yaar uski”. Another student who lost out on the exam front curses “Kismet hi kharab hai yaar” ‘Destiny’ aka ‘Fate’ aka ‘Kismet’…something which may be envisaged as fore-ordained by the Divine powers….something which beholds several meanings in lives of many…some trust it, some don’t…some believe it, some don’t…but it exists in every life…though as denial for some… For me…Destiny is luck…and I swear, Luck doesn’t work for me…to mock it off I usually give a famous proverb to all “Luck favors the Fool”…it has been only 10 times out of hundred that I have experienced this luck working…when a fresher, there was this day of result when I had seen many a students or even my friends gaining a seat into MBBS even with less marks n equally less hardwork…and it stroke my mind…was I to blame for it??? Or it was my luck to be blamed??? But optimism shone in my life then…which help me come to a conclusion that “Lord may be has