...Pensieve...

It was hot outside. I still rushed out on the street. It was a promise I had to fulfill. Earlier today, working on my routine, the phone beeped. "Hey there, Good morning. Wondering if I can bowl you over?" Stupid stupid message! I answered pissed, "Have you lost it today? Early morning? Try making some sense." At first I was sure he is drunk. Coz he is never this insane. Knowing him for last 6months made me realize he is pretty much a normal, sane and amazing guy. And yes, amazing, as he just knows me at my best and the crankiest ever with pitch perfection. "I was just saying, step out and come to The Street Park. I have something in mind for you." The first text did enough damage. I din't feel like responding. But I did. "Why? Is it my birthday? I don't need a special. Drop by the coffee shop if you want or go get some sleep." I guess girls do this to all the guys. Don't really have to be cute all th

How do I tell you how much do I love you? How do I tell you how much you mean to me? How do I not say a word to annoy you? How do I discern my stupidity? I really don't know what went wrong… I really din't know if I could hurt you that hard… Trust me by lord I never meant to mean… I have been a bit off the grid coz of the times on me... I know just one thing, I love you so much that anything n everything without you seems useless… I am addicted to you like an alcohol shot… You are my routine and my life, staying away not knowing is like being shot… Please Darling come back to me… I can't be myself without you by my side… In my heart inside… I love you like I live a life!