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Usually surrounded by individuals of all kinds… There is this one kind in them that’s special… As they say ‘Someone, somewhere is made for you.’… That special category… I don’t know how many of us have experienced it; The LOVE, is indeed a special feeling… Unknowingly, unseeingly he came into life… equations matched and things sparkled… At the start it was nothing but friendship … Day by day facts remolded… Shorts “hellos” turned into Long talks… every bit of communication enclosed a meaning… simple meanings swiveled to become essence for life… Staying away from the chats became difficult… Meeting him became ‘most important’ in the to-do list… May be that’s just coz I connect to him… or may be that’s because I  like him… but the most beautiful may be is coz I am driven towards him for the special fondness I have for him… I currently stay in this dwindled phase of life where I am unable to reply any ‘WH’ question related… All I know is that there is some force which is impelling the

“I” am a person… “I” has a right to survive… “I” want to win over the World… All of us live on this “I” theory… Now who doesn’t wish to be an identity himself… What “I” suppose is… Even the Selfless person is Selfish as he does good to others to feel content himself… And that’s the reality bite… Very few people i.e. to count on fingers take this to do something what others wanted from them and what they didn’t… But then they are sad enough to do the thing improper… Some thus get satisfaction from doing the thing wrong… But there are some… who take this “I” theory so damn seriously that they keep telling others what “they” did… Everything they do…big or small…they just make sure the surrounding is aware of it… Amuses for a while, but irritates later… “Why is he blabbering about self?? Even ‘I’ am something”… Again comes the “I” factor… “I” relate this theory with Satisfaction…Contentment…Pleasure…Happiness…There might be none who doesn’t want to be satisfied… Even when giving up sel