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Been so long I scribbled my heart, Around the World my words found art! But today I feel so different, Hitting a talk with myself to accommodate! Times of India today has been a home to so many people talking to their old self. Inspired by this interesting camaraderie found, I thought why not talk with myself from 10years back. 10years back; an introvert, not so confident, worrisome me; today, exactly opposite but still the same me. 2017- So did you know you will be a doctor? 2007- O yes, I enrolled for medicine just this year. 2017- But did you know, you won’t be a conventional doctor anymore? 2007- Umm, I don’t even know what’s that. 2017- You know what I see, is your liking for the greater good even then. 2007- I don’t even know what you are talking about. 2017- O well, you won’t. You are still under the pressure of the society norms. Sorry, but you need to be fearless to click. 2007- Fear, that has been carrying me for long. Pressures of the

Let me write a story, For a journey known, To others it might be a pain, For me it was a hope! Fearless yet reckless, Vagabond and fierce! An unkempt energy I found, Which needed to be tamed! Taken as a challenge, Driven by the courage! “We” took it up and played further on! Was it easy? No it wasn’t Did it take an extra? It definitely did! Months of mayhem, Days of turmoil, So much to overcome, But a desire to do the best! So much so we heard from peers, So many things went through us! All by the end we had was, us on a spree! I can say I am proud, Was 5 years ago, and still am! It was the same, in a package different! It was brilliant the same with different people! What remains same is the zest! The passion that drove, The love that I got, The beauty of this phenomenon! You learn a different side, You meet so many people! You learn so many things, You make stories to be told! 2012 to 2017, I grew

Oh the pain of this distance! It keeps you apart but strengthens your soul! Not many can understand this trouble and I hope not many are going through it. Distances make you grow fond, but at the cost of that one thing, distance. Well the story goes; I fell in love with this amazing amazing man who incidentally stays miles away. Days went by and love brewed strong. We went ahead and things happened. Our families agreed and we exchanged rings. And like any other girl, I started daydreaming about the life ahead. Sequences of how I wish to see things unfold, celebrating moments together, doing things together, reading novels together and everything else together. But well well, was together planned by HIM? Only HE could answer. And when should HE be doing that? For me it was a fortnight before my Together started. O freak! HE couldn’t do that to me! I dreamt of a whole story for the ‘ever after’. May be the One thing I forgot is the fact that I can dream, but HE Creates. We